The Determined Hot Mess

31 woman

The above statement is highly true of me. To the innocent bystander, I imagine having the appearance of the worlds largest hot mess. Even I am aware of that. Decisions I make seem irrational to most people. Trying to talk out loud makes me sound like a jack-in-the-box with the stomach flu. I laugh when I’m not supposed to. And I don’t cry when I should. My list of interests and ambitions stretch so far and wide, its almost impossible to distinguish where one ends and a new begins.  Many would say my standards of dating are far too lofty. Etcetera. I’ll be the first to admit, I just flat out don’t make sense.

Beyond the mess of who I currently am, one common denominator is always considered in my odd decision making process; knowing the kind of woman I want to be. The Proverbs 31 woman has always been the desire of whom I’d like to mirror. As a young, single woman who seeks character, integrity, and honoring The Lord above anything else, I am still a far cry from her. However, I love the fact that I get to strive for excellence and higher standards in choosing to pursue her every single morning. Looking back to see how far I have come blesses me, while looking ahead at how far I have yet to go humbles me. So much growth and change of perspective has resonated within me through this study, I feel it only fair to share bits and pieces, with those who would like to follow, as I continue on my determined journey through life. ❤

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